Dear Nicholas
My birthday letter to you is a prayer from my heart to Gods ears.
They say everything happens for a reason? Maybe your plans are better than my dreams. But to think that the first thing my little nicstar saw was the face of Jesus, makes me feel relieved. He knew no pain, he knew no evil, he knew no sin. He will always be our purest little angel up in heaven. With every fibre in my being I would have loved to wish my nicstar happy birthday here on earth today, but since I will never get the chance, would you please hold him close in your lap and wish him happy birthday from his mom, dad and sisters. Tell him all about us. Tell him how we love him with everything we have, how we tried so hard to protect him and how we miss him beyond measure. Place a gentle birthday kiss on his forehead from us, a kiss filled with so much love and tenderness. Blow out his candles with him and make him laugh, because I know it's the most beautiful sound. My baby boy, hold him always!
Amen!
Today. Tomorrow. Forever. My Nicholas, my baby boy, happy heavenly birthday. I will love you with every breath I take.
Love Mom
