One more!

Dear Nicholas 

I miss you. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't miss you. I miss your precious little feet and your soft smooth skin. I miss that cute little nose and those red beautiful lips. I miss the life you would have had and the laughs you so deserve. I miss the cries that will never happen and the hugs that will never be. 

I miss holding your little hand and stroking your face. I miss shouting at you from the side line to go for goals. I miss seeing you on your first and last day of school. I miss putting your drawings up on our fridge. I miss baking your favourite chocolate chip cookies. I miss seeing you go on your first date. I miss watching you get married to your beautiful wife. I miss you being the best dad in the world. 

I miss your whole life. The life that could have been. I would give anything to have you back. To have one more moment. One more second. One more. 

I love you

Love Mom